And just for thought...
It is your scent that still fills my lungs on cold nights.
It would wrap itself around me,
sweet perfume falling all over me.
I smile at the memory of you, of me, of us together.
Its smile still shines back at me on the faces of others, your sweet angel face.
Your wings were always hidden from me
but I still feel them from time to time.
Your embraced me when I need you even if it tore us apart.
Your music rings in my ears when I look at the guitar you used to play,
your meaningless little ditties about the flower on my skirt.
You tickled my heart, the love of you.
White cars and blue seats remind me of those foggy nights
where we foolishly vowed our entire lives to each other, knowing we would never pay up.
We feared not the destinies that awaited separately for us outside that car, our inevitable end.
Our faces, so young, but your imprint has stayed with me.
The scent of the man that I want to believe you became, my love for you.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.