And just for thought...
The sun fades as the busy traffic goes by.
People making their way home after a long Tuesday,
home to their families, their corners of the world.
I am lost in my own.
Am I happy?
Am I lonesome?
I am content.
Summer is coming, feeling the warmth in the air.
I recall random summer nights lost at a coffee house.
Faces came, lovers went.
How do they all go by fast?
The last rays catch the tower of the church on the corner,
adding a golden hue to this beautiful patio, a christian beacon.
I haven't been inside the god's house for years but I have no need.
The god I believe in is not held within walls.
Am I saved?
Am I damned?
I am here.
Wind blows the loose strands of my hair across my face,
tickling my cheeks, bringing back childhood escapades.
I was the quiet one, the leader, the Homecoming Queen runner-up.
I was unknowingly surrounded and softly deserted.
Bells toll in the pizza place crowded by hungry people.
Still, I sit in my lone table in the corner, watching the sun takes its bow.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.