And just for thought...
The feelings I have for you never left me.
Each time I see you I become more drawn to you.
It has never been because you dress the right way
or even because you always manage to say the right things.
You never disappoint me.
You have never scarred the image I have of you.
Perhaps it is your sincerity, your unfaltering kindness.
You are genuinely concerned for my well being
and you can always make me believe in the wonderful things you say.
I would do anything to be held by you,
to fall asleep in your safe arms and get lost in your eyes.
I play none of my usual cat and mouse games with you
because you have a great talent of seeing right through me.
You force me to be honest with myself.
When you told me there was nothing between us, I understood
but my heart did not stop wanting these things, that chance.
I will stand by you while silently loving you, this man I can never have.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.