And just for thought...
My life started what seems like yesterday.
It could have gone another way
but my youth was horribly murdered.
I was forced to rebirth myself.
I feel like I have no connection to the girl I used to be.
She should be the one sitting here, in this skin.
I should have never been created.
Certain parts of her remain
like her smile briefly on a warm sunny day
and her laughter when I splash through a puddle.
Her memories still linger inside this head.
Her scars still sting fresh on this skin
but she is not here.
I searched for her for a long time.
All I found was an empty reflection of us in a mirror.
I push myself to prove to her, to me that I'm still here,
that she didn't die for nothing.
I will make her dreams come true.
Maybe then she'll come back for more then a moment.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.