And just for thought...
I know you cannot see what I do not show.
It will take more than a glance to pull it out of me.
I know I expect too much when I anticipate that you will at least try.
Do not feel bad.
I want everyone to see me but walk away with secrets still intact.
We've sat together countless times, both afraid of crossing the line.
Sadly, it's exactly what I wish we'd do.
Say something off beat or ask me an odd question,
anything that makes me think you want an actual answer.
Show me you are interested in more then small talk.
That's what I expect
but I've heard my expectations have always been too high.
This wouldn't be a problem if I didn't want to open up to you
but I realize our interests turn on two different wheels.
It is true.
Your world revolves around solely you.
Mine around far too many.
Maybe this will take time... or something I'm not willing to give.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.