And just for thought...
I do not know often what to say.
My mind creates a slew of wonderful metaphors for him
like I am nothing without him
just as if he was my heartbeat itself.
I lay awake at night imagining the moment I can speak the similes,
imagining the smile I might get
or the tear that might race from his eye.
It would be wonderful for us both.
There are so many moments when I want to speak,
when I want him to know the importance of everything I have to say...
but these words will never come.
At the end of the day, I'm just a girl who has been in love with writing her entire life. I am full of quirks, anxieties, fears, joys, laughter. And all I have wanted to do was give the world a smile.